Dear Stranger,
Life is full of questions, full of things that you question within yourself that then sway your decisions and choices.
Right now my anxiety is being peaked by two 'What if's'
1) What if that person who almost destroyed me mentally turns up....
&
2) What if I don't fit in with these people any more...
The first is a big deal because, even though my husband & friends will be there to support me, it's taken seven years to get to a point where I can just about deal with the impact of the physical & mental abuse I suffered & I don't know how I'd cope if I saw him again.
The second is a big deal cos I have such fond memories of the fun I had with this group of people and would hate spoiling it.
Only time will tell how it'll be I guess.
Till next time...
Love,
Me
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