Just Life...

Dear Stranger, The person who, in a way, prompted this blog has a friend who is dying. She's sharing the experience with all her fans. Not in a sick, voyeuristic, narcissistic way but just because she's being honest and because she knows that everyone who sees it will give the extra love & support she needs, unconditionally, at this hardest of times. I often wish I could do that. I often need unconditional love and support but the fear of what people would say and how they'd react if I were to be honest often scares me into saying nothing. Often I will go over the same ground over and over again as there are things I have yet to find a way to resolve. I often think people will get bored of hearing 'the same old thing' and not understand why it's so hard to move on from...even I can't understand why, seven years after getting some legal resolution and protection, I am still stuck being scared and affected by it all. Why is it so hard? I don't know if anyone can answer that. I think sometimes things just 'are'. Speak Soon, Me